She’s gone?
She’s gone!
She’s gone.
The words echoed from the walls with painful clarity and finality. Like the words from a song they bring forth different memories for each of us. The emotions follow suit; unpreparedness, disbelief, followed by a mournful acceptance. Last week I saw her for the last time, and as I stammered and stumbled for the correct words to say I came to the realization that there were only three; I love you. Her thin smile assured me that she understood why I was there, saving me from the anguish of trying to explain. I can still see her eyes, as she looked into mine, tired but steadfast; prepared for the inevitable journey each of us must take.
Last night with her three children, and her husband, my brother by her bed side she completed this leg of her journey, confident that her path ahead is illuminated by G-d’s presence, secured by his promise, her reward for the good life she lived.
Shalom.
Sorry for the pain you feel my friend. I’m glad you were able to see her and say your goodbyes.
Thank you Ross. Be safe my friend.
Hey AJ, we’re thinking of you and your family — may all of you eventually find peace in such a difficult situation.
Wish I had something powerful or healing to say.
XOXO
I’m so sorry for your family’s loss. I hope you’re able to get comfort from each other at this time. Take care. x
My thoughts are with you all. I am so glad you saw her last weekend.
Caroline
xx
So, so sorry, AJ. Thinking of you and your extended family … take care of yourself. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Thank you guys, it means a lot to know that you’re thoughts are with me.
I wish my bees would arrive or I had some crazy mishap to write about, anything to cut through this haze. Maybe I’ll find some inspiration tomorrow.
I’ve only just caught up with this, but I’m thinking of you all and hope you’re managing ok. xx
Jo, thanks for the kind thought. The fact that my brother lives in Virginia, which is about a 6 hour plane flight away, I feel somewhat removed from the situation, that in itself can be a double edged sword.
Hope things are well with you, miss your site hope it gets up and running soon. AJ
A poignant post with a poignant picture. I’m sorry for your loss, AJ.
Pat
That’s sweet of you to say. I’ve seen you on Caroline’s site time and again. Thank you for taking time to stop by. AJ
Dear AJ,
So nicely written. This morning I was marking something on the calendar, and flipped back the pages. My mind was quietly organizing the dates into “time when there was Lori” and “time since Lori has been gone.” I know the former will become more distant as the latter grows, as is natural, but seems very strange at this point. Thanks for remembering her so eloquently.
It’s been a while since I checked in so I missed this when you posted it, AJ. She was a beautiful and incredibly courageous woman. Her poise and comforting smile melted my heart and at the same time reassured us she was at peace with what was to come. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
Love you.